On The Edge

Yeah I'm chasing some ghosts

From the highs to the lows

And the more that I grow

Part of me letting go

Had she stayed through the snow

Too much in this we sowed

I was rapping to crickets

Now that I'm facing some crows

I was never deemed gold

Yes I'm coping alone

No one near me to hold

Vision clearer in the zone

Every line that was told

Had her going through phones

I was never too bold

Type to try to be known

I struggled every weekend

Drinking everyday till the week ends

Got me praying and wanting the end

Lord knows that I have been on the edge

I struggled every weekend

Drinking everyday till the week ends

Got me praying and wanting the end

Lord knows that I have been on the edge

Cracking from pressure how you reckon I measure

The blacker the better you better ? No never

I had to struggle to learn how to juggle

I had to shuffle then move like model

Everything I did was never for bottle

Linking the crew then we having huddle

Thinking it threw cause we live with a motto

Texting my boo then we cannot be cool

Everything I did was never seen good

I was a problem in my neighbourhood

Then I grew everything changed but I wasn't ready

Pamdenic came and I wasn't steady

A lake in my closet just got me meddie

I started off as youngin called Lavie

I started off as young and calm Lavie

Beat box hitting the roof top

14 years old I was still rocking rebok

Sweet 16 I bought me some new crocs

Clean 16 I was spitting to a beat box

Eating some ox for some dinner

My mommy complaining that I'm getting thinner

How ironic cause I'm getting way bigger

Bigger bigger cause nigga got game

Talk about beat box get to the top where they meet us

I met the reaper and he told me hey