Disaster Scenes

The last person I dated accused me of trauma dumping

And they were absolutely right, that's why I spit it on the mic

And y'all can turn this shit off whenever you like

You're probably pretty selfish like every other human

Conditioned by a sick society, lackin' empathy

Actin' like narcissism is healthy

We blame it on our childhood, we blame it on the government

To some people out there, self-care means

Shooting up in a corner or compulsively fucking

Seen my mother go from addict to addict

And watching the madness of repeating patterns causes damage

Seen my father turn to a ninety-pound crackhead

And that shit won't just leave a kid's hand

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Have taught me everything

The first person I hated said that they would never leave me

They broke that promise, how I'm dishonest to

Anyone that tries to help the trauma inside my head

I'm a liar and a bad friend just like every other human

I'll burn the city down just to make you frown

But won't look you in the eyes long enough to make a connection

I point my fingers at the drug war, point the pockets finding federal

Our prison system no different than economic terrorism

Destroying the family from within

The hurt and anger become fully grown, bitter as a broken nose

The weight of the snow outside a broken home

Life in a violent law stolen to a knife fight

To the soundtrack of a soul passin' through a glass pipe

All of these (All of these)

Disaster scenes (Disaster scenes)

Have taught me everything, oh

I can't believe that I waited until this moment to say anything

About what happened to me when I was no more than three

Because today, it isn't bothering

See, I am not a victim like every other human

And not everything bad comes from the hands of a man

And it was him that had her way that day

I blamed it on my childhood, I blamed it on my fucking parents

How could they leave me in the hands of a creep?

She abused and debased me

Handin' me a bar of soap, tellin' me to clean up before I go

I burned like nothing I'd ever known

All of these (All of these)

Disaster scenes (Disaster scenes)

Have taught me everything I know

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All of these (All of these)

All of these (All of these)

Disaster scenes (Disaster scenes)

Have taught me everything

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