R.O.I.

It was more like

You're supposed to say

You know, we're important

You're supposed to say

It's all gonna be alright

And you're supposed to say

Ah, that you know

Whatever you dream can come true

And you're supposed to say all those things

I do believe in manifestation

The power of that kind of stuff

But I don't believe that any of it matters

I wanna speak it but the words stuck

Yo I swear I got the worst luck

Every time I think I'm makin my way

I just take another step until that's taken away

Man I used to be the kid that never cared about a thing but now

Now I care too much

Yeah they never really know cause I ain't there too much

Shit I did it to myself I've probably dared too much

But now I'm scared too much

Look at what they anoint

Man if I ain't make it now then what the fuck was the point

And all these other rappers shit they off balance and still cruise

I really out did 'em with more talent and still lose

Ain't it crazy

I do it the right way

Hop on my computer but that ain't what the sites say

Never been depressed I always thought I'm above it

But every feeling that you hate get redirected when you love it

And now I got somethin I love, guess I'm haunted

By the thought of this just never going how I wanted

I'm lookin' for some ways to get less hurt

Instead of stayin' up wit my chest hurt

I guess to be a king you gotta lose in the chess first

I see 'em getting more, doing less work

When I ain't seen a W in years now

All the smiles from the past turn to tears now

And I don't even wanna look into the mirror now

Move on move on move on

What am I doing wrong

So wrong so wrong

I have faith in what I do (I do)

I got some shit to prove (To prove)

So I stay strong

Stay strong stay strong

Cause I know where I belong

And who the fuck would care if I left

Like how I get the worst when I been doin my best

I never shared the pain I put it all on my chest

Yeah I know it seem dope but shit my life is a mess

I used to let 'em see me now I ride with a new tint

Studied bigger artists then I followed their blueprint

For what

That ain't lead to fame or the money

Like they get all the fans I probably struggle for twenty

And they get all the perks of that position

Where the fuck is my recognition

Like where the fuck is my summit

Gave my life for this game and got nothin from it

Every height is then followed by a plummet huh

Guess it ain't what it seem

But y'all ain't never put 50k up in a dream

Just to see it flop but you live and you learn

This the only thing in life that never brought a return

I guess you live and you learn

Move on move on move on

What am I doing wrong

So wrong so wrong

Losing faith and losing sleep

I'm chasing dead end dreams

They say move on

Move on move on

Cause it's not where I belong