my life

Sometimes I look at myself

It's a little bit selfish

I tried but I can't win

You don't even know

How could somebody look at me

And think that I'm happy

I haven't been laughing

Too much anymore

You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends

Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in

I'll never change, loving myself is all pretend

And I might never again

I tried everything to please you

I forgot to think of me too

I woke up and realized

That this is my life

And every time that I felt hopeless

I fucked myself up to keep on going

And I never realized

That this is my life

Sometimes I wish I was different

And someone would listen

It's hard it explain it

You don't even know

Last time I told you I missed you

It turned to an issue

Guess I was mistaken

I'll leave you alone

You say I seem okay when I'm sitting here with all my friends

Easy to say when you're looking from the outside in

I'll never change, loving myself is all pretend

And I might never again

I tried everything to please you

I forgot to think of me too

I woke up and realized

That this is my life

And every time that I felt hopeless

I fucked myself up to keep on going

And I never realized

That this is my life