Fly Trap (the OG voice memo) [1/11/24]

You laid on my bed with my jeans on the floor

You said I think I hate you

I love you the worst and I love you the most

And I think that's my issue

You told me we're not gonna talk anymore

But I called you tonight and we talked like before

And I think if you meant any word that you said

I wouldn't be in your head

Wish I was dead to you

You're all that I dream of I wish you the best

Violate her mind and put mine to rest

I wish I could tell you why I stick around

Guess I'm stuck in a fly trap there's no getting out

There's no getting out

There's no getting out

There's no getting out

I cried in your arms as you told me you loved her

You held me like a babydoll

Tend after my I'm your rotten daisy

Wish you'd never picked me

I don't wanna be your flower crown

Told me we're not gonna fight anymore

But you called me tonight and we felt like before

And I think if you meant any word that you said

You wouldn't call me the names that you called me in bed

You're all that I dream of I wish you the best

Violate her mind and put mine to rest

I wish I could tell you why I stick around

Guess I'm stuck in a fly trap there's no getting out

There's no getting out

Drowning out ways just to keep us alive

You're the bane of my soul you're the high of my life

And I keep chasing after an old urban myth

That I know isn't real on the chance that it is