Promise I'm Trying

I go out, find a crowd

Never say who I am

Then I go make a joke

Make 'em laugh 'cause I can

On my own, I don't know how to get out of my head

Million likes, million eyes

But every high comes down

To me alone, missing home

Wishing that I could bounce back like I used to

But I don't know how to

I promise, I promise I'm trying

I know it might not look like it

When you see me singing on side walks

You laugh and tell me that I got no reason not be happy

But I barely made it through last week

I can't stand me being like this

'Cause everything's harder to fight it

But I promise, I promise I'm trying

Pretty girls only work 'til I go mess it up

And a glass only lasts 'til the next morning comes

I don't know how to stop it

I'm low on my options

But I promise, I promise I'm trying

I know it might not look like it

When you see me singing on side walks

You laugh and tell me that I got no reason not be happy

But I barely made it through last week

I can't stand me being like this

'Cause everything's harder to fight it

But I promise, I promise I'm trying

Don't wanna let you down

I don't wanna let you down

I don't wanna let me down

I promise, I promise, I promise I'm trying

Might not look like it

When I'm singing on side walks

Everyone tells me that I got no reason not be happy

But I barely made it through last week

I can't stand me being like this

'Cause everything's harder to fight it

But I promise, I promise I'm trying