woe is me

Getting pretty quiet no screaming in the kitchen

I'll try another diet I need a new distraction oh

Finally Im grown up but shame I never feel it I

Think I'm playing dress up just

Tryna be convenient

Maybe in a few years I'll

Have a couple new friends and

When I feel like cutting then

Maybe I can use them cause

Can't afford a therapist

Can't afford a spa retreat

Kinda feeling you can't shift

Never been so lonely

Woe is me

Woe is me

Woe is me

Me

Am I dying?

Am I dying?

Now I'm home alone again

Opening a can of worms

Thinking of my childhood friend

I could really do with her

Swiping on a weird sex app

Smoking through my weekly golds

Waiting for the next relapse

Killing time until I'm old

Woe is me

Woe is me

Woe is me

Me

Am I dying?

Am I dying?

It's no surprise I'm angry after everything

Living in a constant state of spiralling

I was on the ledge when I was just a kid

Screaming out for help but nobody was coming

Hope you got some bliss from all your ignorance

And I know that I am just the pot you're pissing in

All my coping mechanisms go to shit

When I'm screaming out for help but nobody is coming

I know

I know nobody is coming

Where's my villain origin

Where's my devils advocate

Giving everything I got

Maybe it don't seem like it

Miracle i'm still alive

Miracle I lived through it

Think that theres a reason I'm

Waiting for the moment it clicks