Not My God [Album Edit]

I could have died for you

Once maybe that was true

But now I've fallen to the depths of despair

I don't know why you couldn't see

What you wanted me to be

But now it seems that you were being that unfair

You tied this rope around my neck

Then hung me high for all to see

I didn't know anything and you took advantage of me

I'm not expecting you to apologize

In fact, I'd give anything to hear more lies

You're not my God

But I will follow you

You're not my God

But I'll do anything for you

You're not my God

But I find it hard not to believe

You're not my God

You're not my God

I feel so ashamed

That I let you have your way

And didn't fight for what was mine all along

You always told me that nothing was guaranteed

That doesn't make it any easier to be strong

You taught me everything I know

Then left me out in the rain

I felt for so long

There's nothing left of my pain

I hate myself to sleep at night

I just don't care anymore what's wrong or right

You're not my God

But I will follow you

You're not my God

But I'll do anything for you

You're not my God

But I find it hard not to believe

You're not my God

You're not my God

You're not my God

But I will follow you

You're not my God

But I'll do anything for you

You're not my God

But I find it hard not to believe

You're not my God

You're not my God

Body grinder, soul finder

Sometimes I need a little reminder

Put me on the straight and narrow

Not a line, more like an arrow

Shoot your heart out, steal your mind

I don't care about what I find

Time to figure out what I need

So when you cut me out I'm bleeding