Civil

I'm a stray dog that you pity now

You had to knock out in the first round

But that's okay now, that you got me phased out

So what's the play now?

Gotta wait out

What's so different but exactly the same

You're like a tattoo needle in my vein

I know you're hiding just beneath the surface

Burning like a pyro, freak show circus

Burning like a pyro, freak show circus

Freak show circus

Living in my car, living in my dreams

Living in another world that you never wanted to be a part of

Never wanted to be a part of

I don't know which way is up

Don't know if I really give a fuck

You get more than an enough then I self destruct

then you call the police and my hands in cuffs

So am I really hurting you

Or do you love the abuse

I am learning bitter truths

This is all because of you

And maybe it's just Xanax

Maybe you're just crazy like a fucking fiend

Fanatic and hit me up on my DM

Like you gotta have it

New type of pay bracket

Don't ever floss when you got it

I think you should pray now

Maybe pull your weight now

Hate to rule your day now

Just another breakdown

If you don't wanna do this no more

Get ready for this shakedown right now

So am I really hurting you

Or do you love the abuse

I am learning bitter truths

And this is all because of you

Because of you, you, you

It's all because of you

That's just a fact

You can act like it's not there

But fucking every time you turn around

It's right there like a monkey on your back

Take my hand and count to three

Don't look at any mirrors, baby

Take my hand and count to three

Don't look at any reflections, babe

Take my hand and count to three

Guess I'm just another casualty