WHEN I WOKE UP, YOU WERE GONE

Look

I tend to get up in my feelings when my thoughts are illogical

Events that you would tell me I would deem as improbable

You lie when I talk to you

Surprised at the mockery that you made of me

Can't keep facing these obstacles

Man, I'm sick of feeling grief

In my life I'd do anything for a bit of peace

But when reality's driving you back into the streets

I feel like I should wait for you, but would you do the same for me?

This isn't easy and you've been making it even harder

Felt like I'd die for your future but now I die regardless

I hate these thoughts in my fucking head while you're out at parties

No one knows the troubles your facing or how they even started

They only see the surface

And know I'm wondering if writing this is even worth it

But, I know you love me, I feel it

I know you try to best to hide it while you dance on the ceiling

But when you're coming home alone and realize I am not around

Do you ever wish that you could've done a bit more healing?

I guess I'll never know

Last night I felt your hand in my palm

And we were talking about our past and where it could've went wrong

Then you told me babe, "I can't stay long"

When I woke up, you were gone