Hurt

I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

The focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all the way

But I remember everything

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

Goes away in the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath this tincture of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else

But I am still right here

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know

Goes away in the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

If I could keep myself

I would find a way