Won't Feel the Same

When you're staring out the window

With your head up on his pillow

Does he know that I'm the one that's on your mind?

I'm on your mind

'Cause he don't love you like I love you

He don't touch you like I touch you

He can try a million times, it's such a shame

That it just won't feel the same

Uh, it's been six months since the day that I saw you

So many lonely drunken nights that I wanted to call you

You're living rent-free in my mind, there's no way to ignore you

Turns out I meant it when I said that I'd always adore you

I heard you're telling all your friends that you're glad that we're over

But if you are then why you walk with a chip on your shoulder

You're calling me at 2 a.m. and I know you're not sober

You're screaming, crying on the phone, and can't keep your composure

And then you say you met somebody, and you say he makes you happy

If he really makes you happy, there's no reason to contact me

So I know that's not the truth, and no you cannot put that past me

'Cause you're just as good acting as they say I am with rapping

But I know, that baby you ain't nothing but trouble

All the dreams that we imagined as the happiest couple

Getting married, having kids, and never loving another

Are now buried in the dirt, did it without a shovel

When you're staring out the window

With your head up on his pillow

Does he know that I'm the one that's on your mind?

I'm on your mind

'Cause he don't love you like I love you

He don't touch you like I touch you

He can try a million times, it's such a shame

That it just won't feel the same

So does he know about that text from the 16th of April

Or do you make sure that you never leave your phone on the table

I bet you're way careful now since you're still painting a fable

All the times I caught you made our whole relationship fatal

So how long ago you tell him that we broke up?

How many times you go out, and you hope that I don't show up?

How many times you hear my name, and you try not to choke up?

If you're the woman of the dreams, I'm happy that I woke up

And just because I diss you does not mean that I don't miss you

I just hate that you keep telling lies about how I was with you

Tryna claim that I controlled ya, have the nerve to say I hit ya

Never placed a finger on ya and I put that on my sister

It's obvious you do what you do best

Keep on playing the victim

You're so manipulative baby, and you're so narcissistic

I know you're checking on my page, even when you're out with him

The only reason why he still has you is because I let him

When you're staring out the window

With your head up on his pillow

Does he know that I'm the one that's on your mind?

I'm on your mind

'Cause he don't love you like I love you

He don't touch you like I touch you

He can try a million times, it's such a shame

That it just won't feel the same