Heartbroken Bitch

When was your first time

You wanted to kill somebody ?

Cause last night I googled how to get rid of a body

Is it true crime

If it happens in my head?

Am I gonna be alright?

Are they putting me in jail?

Feel alive when he’s feeling dreadful

That’s right, I made a pact with the devil

He in my brain like venom

So blue like I’m dipped in denim

Ruled by intrusive thoughts

I’m afraid of who I are

They say I’m too cold for love

But bad bitches still have hearts

Now I’m a heartbroken bitch

I’m a heartbroken bitch

And of all bitches

They’re the worst of them all

Got tears on my lips

I’m that heartbroken bitch

And of these bitches

I’m the worst of them all

See me do a drive-by on a bike

Shoot three times and watch him die

Yeah I cry

But not because of him

Cause I hate the way I live in

someone else’s skin

Is it okay to justify

My mental sins with his crooked mind?

Or am I instead the bad guy?

Cause I turned into someone I despise

Ruled by intrusive thoughts

I’m afraid of who I are

They say I’m too cold for love

But bad bitches still have hearts

Now I’m a heartbroken bitch

I’m a heartbroken bitch

And of all bitches

They’re the worst of them all

Got tears on my lips

I’m that heartbroken bitch

And of these bitches

I’m the worst of them all