Текст песни
Barely a decade old here's a story I barely told
Why I dressed in baggy clothes
Covered up from head to toes
I was 8 years old the frightful day that he chose
To impose on my body like something you dispose
Rugrat "All Grown Up" into a killer doll
Guess that makes me Chucky ain't it funny y'all
Thought that I was punished for being beautiful
Any speck of self worth I had lost it all
I should have been playing with Legos
Not screaming at him "let go!"
Zoned out when I eat my Eggos
"Leggo my Eggo" I'm talking ovaries
He's talking over me "baby please
Don't tease I wanna sink my teeth
In between your pre pubescent thighs"
Healing comes with time
I pen my thoughts to write
Lyrics to feel alright
Don't know if I'll survive
My thoughts are getting wild
I am just a child
Innocence defiled
Oooh oh oh I am just Rugrat
Why treat me like a Rag doll
I was 10 years old the day that I was told
We're leaving this country to go somewhere a little cold
Canada specifically a city called Toronto
I don't fucking care just get me outta here pronto
Booking our flight
Freedom is in sight
Praying every night
He don't sneak in tonight
He gave me more fright
Than my nightmares at night
Oooh oh oh I am just Rugrat
Why treat me like a Rag doll
Now a preteen new kid new country
Now I'm feeling so free so happy
This mister touch me and my sister
Why does this keep happening?
Too scared to say a thing
Too scared to do anything
Became a normal thing
Why is this happening?
I wanna be invisible as much as possible
Feeling gross in my navel was never able
To keep my mind stable surging like a cable