When I Am in Your Memories (Demo)

Take your memories and roll them into a cigarette

You'll smoke it then toss it but the damage still remains

And you'll ask for your money back cause now it hurts to breathe

And your bedroom smells like smoke so your mother knows

Cindy she asked me to change my sheets

You could see all the stains; blood, cum and tears

So you laid on my chest instead of my bed

And you asked me to breathe slower so you could rest

But the cancer made it impossible

Please let me sleep, let me die in peace

I said: "Quit asking for everything, quit begging me to change."

Think, narcissism is better than hate

When I am in your memories

I hope I'm more than yellow teeth

More than potential

More than whorehouse slack

When I am in your memories

I hope I'm a serenade

A memory that's filled with love

And not misery

But she wrote: "Death would be mercy, just let me go."

"Why can't he move on, why can't he leave?"

So ask him to change, become a better man

But his way is how he's raised

When I am in your memories

I hope you'll hope that I've done well

When I am in your memories

I hope I'm in your memories