this songs for u, loser

Was it something that I said that made you leave?

Cause I forget

Now this December

Left alone to burn these embers by my throne

Don't bother knocking on my door

I'm such a loser, what a bore

I make them weep and make them writhe

Don't leave so soon out of my life

I swear I'm trying, no I'm not

There I go lying, it's my fault

I sit in silence, wonder why

My thoughts get violent every night

And I could think until I break what I consume drives me insane

I lay in bed stare out for hours laying bare December showers

Bless my skin and burn my soul Without you here I don't feel whole

Sometimes I cry, but that's okay cause you don't care, so anyways

I'll sing the song, I wrote for you

That you'll ignore, it's nothing new

I beg you'll notice how important that you are

So hear my heart, why you so soulless

Another day I go unnoticed

Man I hate all this weight

I carry on me

Boohoo, life of the party

Get the candle, get the cake

Hope that it all ends today

Cause I can't say that I'm happy

Who wrote the song? cause it's trashy

Was it something that I said that made you leave?

Cause I forget

Now this December

Left alone to burn these embers by my throne

Don't bother knocking on my door

I'm such a loser, what a bore

I make them weep and make them writhe

Don't leave so soon out of my life