Feelings in Blood

I got over it now it's just last night

A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright

Over and over

She there tryna say she ain't dead

Tryna love me, but I said, I said

I can not move on

'Cause I did love her with all of my heart

All of the time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

Yeah

Running, been running, been running away

Looking outside and I hope for a change

Want my heart back but I never complained

If this time it's my time, I got something to say

I had a couple of convos that lasted some time in my mind

Feel it all falling down

Been afraid looking for something that couldn't exist

I let go and then that's when I found

Found myself trying to be done with hiding inside of my mind

Know it's all in my head

I heard a creek on the floor like my boredom

It spoke to the silence and felt like the meds

I'm feeling sick in the stomach

I know that it's coming, but I don't know how I'ma wait

Feelings abundant, that heavily substance

It feel like the drugs that I took on the way

I can not move on

'Cause I still love her with all of my heart

All of the time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

I can not move on

'Cause I still love her with all of my heart

All of the time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

Yeah, yeah

Lost and looking out for the last time

Cost of getting down is getting mad high

Glass a half amount like I was baptized

Cash they pulling out I guess the bag dry

Ashing my blunt on the rubber I'm burning

My heart feeling colder, but I'm never certain

Thought it was over but just started hurting

I carry it proud like I carry the burden

The cost of my gratitude

Inside my mind like a hollow truth

Know it's my time if I follow through

Running through obstacles

Who finna slaughter who?

Feet on they neck hear the solitude

I hear they cries through the auto-tune

I'm done with hiding, it's all on you

Feelings in blood 'cause a lie lead awful truths

I can not move on

'Cause I still love her with all of my heart

All of the time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

I can not move on

'Cause I still love her with all of my heart

All of the time

She said goodbye

But I'm still writing my feelings in blood