Staring At The Ceiling

Staring at the ceiling

When I, I lie awake at night

I get upset, I wonder why

Try not to cry

Try again, try again, but no reply

Tell myself, "Write it down"

"Ok, cry it out"

'Cause what is there left to talk about?

Phone a friend, then hang up

Before they pick it up

I'm losing my mind tonight

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

About to fall apart, you didn't mean it

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

I lie awake at night just daydreaming

Deleting memories, I don't need them

This is what it feels like staring at thе ceiling

Staring at the ceiling, staring at thе ceiling

This is what it feels like, this is what it feels like

Staring at the ceiling

This is what it feels like

When I, I wanna close my eyes

They're like the stars up in the sky

I try (All night) all night

Try again, try again, they won't align

Tell myself it's okay

Don't like you anyway (Anyway)

But I know I'll change my mind again

Suddenly yesterday seems so far away (Far away)

I hope you reply tonight

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

About to fall apart, you didn't mean it

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

I lie awake at night just daydreaming

Deleting memories, I don't need them

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

Staring at the ceiling, staring at the ceiling

This is what it feels like, this is what it feels like

Staring at the ceiling

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

When I, I lie awake at night, staring at the ceiling

(Try again, try again, try again, try again)

I'm losing my mind

This is what it feels like staring at the ceiling

About to fall apart, you didn't mean it