Maybe There's A Reason

You laid your head on my chest

Handed me your hair tie and then said

"Here, it's yours if you want it

A little piece of me to keep in your pocket"

So I took it

And I promised

To protect it

And then, of course, I lost it

My friends say it's almost poetic

How something so simple

Foreshadowed our ending

Maybe there's a reason for this moment

Maybe it's alright that I am broken

I wish that I could speed up how I'm healing and

That they made some kind of novocaine for feelings

I wish that I could put some kind of curfew

On the ways that I have hurt you

But I guess that in the meantime

I'll make peace with the demons in my own mind

You kissed my cheek when I said

"I'd give you the life you imagined"

But honey I just lied to to be honest

I always preferred myself to what you wanted

Maybe there's a reason for this moment

Maybe it's alright that I am broken

I wish that I could speed up how I'm healing and

That they made some kind of novocaine for feelings

I wish that I could put some kind of curfew

On the ways that I have hurt you

But I guess that in the meantime

I'll make peace with the demons in my own mind

Lately i've been feeling

That everything I think I need

Just doesn't seem to to bring me peace

My thoughts, they get the best of me

Maybe there's a reason for this moment

Maybe it's alright that I am broken

I wish that I could speed up how I'm healing and

That they made some kind of novocaine for feelings

I wish that I could put some kind of curfew

On the ways that I have hurt you

But I guess that in the meantime

We'll make peace with the demons in our own minds