Medicate

I've been lying awake at night

I've been hoping that I'm alright

I've been winding myself too tight

Wondering if I will sleep tonight

Never thought things would get like this

Always hoping that they'd work out

Still ingesting the wrong amount

Now, I seem to be filled with doubt

I cannot stop this ride

I'm growing cold inside

I shouldn't let it slide

Will sickness be mine?

This should not be my weight to bear

Go on acting like I don't care

Stop this high, I wouldn't dare

I have learned and deserve my share

Things like this happen every day

While I'm in there, I feel okay

But you say I should get away

Let me go just for one more day

I cannot stop this ride

I'm growing cold inside

I shouldn't let it slide

Will sickness be mine?

I cannot stop this ride

I'm growing cold inside

I shouldn't let it slide

Will sickness be mine?

I've got to medicate myself

I'm not concerned about health

It covers up what I've been dealt

It seems the only way

I've got to medicate myself

It's been the only thing that helped

Must cover up what I have felt

It seems the only way

I cannot stop this ride

I'm growing cold inside

I shouldn't let it slide

Will sickness be mine?

I cannot stop this ride

I'm growing cold inside

I shouldn't let it slide

Will sickness be mine?

Sickness is mine

Sickness is mine

Sickness is mine