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(Okay.)
(Relax.)
(Nobody's watching.)
(This is a gym.)
Mirror check-oh no, okay
Why does my posture feel illegal today?
Shoelace tied? I think so... maybe
Why am I blinking manually?
That glance-was that a glance?
That was a look, that had context
I'm not doing anything strange
I just lifted weird... for one second
Act normal-what is normal?
Arms are swinging existential
Smile neutral, face relaxed
Why does my jaw feel very loud?
Why is everyone watching me?
I know they're not, but emotionally
Every mirror, every screen
Feels legally focused on me
Why is everyone watching me?
This feels like a documentary
I didn't sign a waiver for this
Why is the lighting so... judgmental?
Someone coughed-was that feedback?
That machine squeaked-was that my fault?
Why did the music just line up
With the exact moment I almost fell?
Switch machines-new disguise
Same face though-bad surprise
Walk casual, act like I belong
Why am I narrating this in song?
Everyone's busy, I'm aware
But my brain says "they all care"
If I stop moving, I'll disappear
Or worse-someone will offer help
Why is everyone watching me?
I know they're not, but spiritually
Every mirror, every screen
Feels legally focused on me
Why is everyone watching me?
This feels like a documentary
If I hear "sir" or "ma'am" today
I will simply pass away
Okay-eye contact-too long-abort
Why did I wave? That was the worst
Now I have a history with them
We're basically friends-this is a problem
Water sip-missed my mouth
Fantastic-nailed it-wow
Cool, cool, this is fine
Why does time feel like it's pointing at me?
(Don't look.)
(Too late.)
(Act busy.)
(Too obvious.)
(Breathe.)
(Walk.)
(Normal human behavior.)
Why is everyone watching me?
They're not-this is anxiety
Everyone's trapped in their own head
Just like me-but louder instead
Why is everyone watching me?
Because I'm watching me aggressively
If I stop narrating every move
This workout might actually... improve
Okay.
No one's watching.
We're good.
(Except that one mirror.)
(That mirror knows.)