Give Up Everything

For you I'd give up everything, oh-oh, oh-oh

For you I'd give up everything, oh-oh, oh

Composing these thoughts, I'm still stuck in the dark

Used to show them I was lost, well I'm playing my part

I'm trying to be a better human, how to just spark or maybe ignite

So, I burst the flames in my heart

I hate the fact that I get lost in the pain

Reminiscent of times where I stood in the rain

For the love of this music, I drove myself insane

And for the love of the drugs, I almost went out of my brain

I felt like a train, barely fucking moving

A locomotion, I ain't got no notion

I'm still hoping that I can get past all of the regrets

Cause most of the time I still smell the scent on my breath

Like that liquor hit my liver, it just delivered daily

It hurt my heart inside; I swear my soul was frail

See, it was fractured in the mind and the heart

Now I'm still lighting candles as I sit in the dark

For you I'd give up everything, oh-oh, oh-oh

For you I'd give up everything, oh-oh, oh

Another day goes by; I guess I'm just losing my head

I look at this, I swear I'm getting closer to the edge

For the love of this music, even though I felt so self-abusive

These thoughts are so intrusive

When I feel like I'm at the bottom and stuck in despair

Sometimes it's hard feeling like nobody cares

I play the illusion of life, and they don't play fair

They always mistreat me like I'm so well aware

Of why I sit in the dark and feel like I'm in disrepair

And even though sometimes those voices I seem to hear

They tell me hold the fight, keep on going in the plight

The light's getting real fucking close, you gotta fight

I have to do it sometimes, I can't reason with myself

When I feel like living my life's a crime

Cause I've seen so many tragedies out of my mind

I used to put those drugs in my vein, pain all the time