I Feel Different Every Day

My mother moved us to Orlando

Without asking us if we'd ever want to go

'Cause what do we know about Disney World

And the Gulf from Mexico?

My daddy tightened up and

Made a deal with the government

Like the father did before him

Jealous like his dead did say

My baby sister is so lucky

So am I, 'cause we shared a name

My little brothers just like me

Rather die than feel ashamed

But what do I know? I feel different everyday

What do I know? I feel different everyday

I feel different everyday

I feel different everyday

Honey, I feel

Just outside looking at the sky

Thinking about you

Input versus output

I've always struggled with addiction

I need real redemptions

It's been a lifetime doing dishes

Deleting pictures 'cause something's missing

Can anybody hear me?

And does it even matter?

I've been drowning in my pity

But I'll deal with that later

What do I know? I feel different everyday

What do I know? I feel different everyday

What do I know? I feel different everyday

I feel different everyday

I've always got my panties in a twist, standing in a corner

With me hand balled in a fist, I'm a slave to the disorder

Got a tightness in my chest, it's all on my lips

Consumed and overwhelmed by the burden of this guilt

Scratch that, it was never my fault at all

Hindsight, I was always designed to fall

My backpack with the weight of the world

And all of the people who have let me down

Where's my guardian angel?

Where's my seat at the table?

Where's my gratification?

I've been so goddamn impatient

What do I know? I feel different everyday

What do I know? I feel different everyday

What do I know? I feel different everyday

I feel different