December (again)

Walked 'round my block a thousand times

You missed every call that I had tried

So now I'm giving up

A heartbreak in mid-December

You don't give a fuck

You never remember me

While you're pulling on his jeans

Getting lost in the big city

I was looking out your window

Watching all the cars go

Wondering if I'll see Chicago

Or a sunset on the West Coast

Or will I die in the cold

Feeling blue and alone

I wonder if you'll ever hear this song on your stereo

I hope you get your ball room floor

Your perfect house with rose red doors

I'm the last thing you'd remember

It's been a long lonely December

I wish I'd known that less is more

But I was passed out on the floor

And that's the last thing I remember

It's been a long lonely December

You cast me aside to show yourself in a better light

I came out grieving, barely breathing and you came out alright

But I'm sure you'll take his hand

I hope he's better than I ever could have been

My mistakes were not intentions this is

A list of my confessions I couldn't say

Pain is never permanent but tonight it's killing me

I hope you get your ball room floor

Your perfect house with rose red doors

I'm the last thing you'd remember

It's been a long lonely December

I wish I'd known that less is more

But I was passed out on the floor

And that's the last thing I remember

It's been a long lonely December

I miss your face

You're in my head

There's so many things that I should have said

A year of suffering, a lesson learned

I miss your face

You're in my head

There's so many things that I should have said

A year of suffering, a lesson learned

I hope you get your ball room floor

Your perfect house with rose red doors

I'm the last thing you'd remember