Coleman Lane - okay ( Feat. jaxtwotimes ) (OFFICIAL VIDEO)

(What you want)

(So damn ashamed)

You know

I keep looking at everything I've ever done in my life

And I don't really regret all of it, but

Sometimes I just wish that I didn't have to go through that type of shit

To be who I am, right now

Today

Like, I'm only twenty-three

But this shit gonna get better eventually

I hope

You should be so damn ashamed

Look at the mess that you made

You keep on looking away

Knowing it's not gonna change

You should be so damn ashamed

Look at the mess that you made

You keep on looking away

Knowing it's not gonna change

I look at myself, and I know I'm supposed to be further in life

I keep looking at everyone else, and what they've achieved

And it's hurtin' my pride

Keep letting my past determine my now

And my state of mind

I should be proud of myself

Looking at everything that I survived

Negativity in all of my thoughts

So afraid that I'll always be lost

And no matter what I do, I will never make it far

That's what happens when you live life scarred

So afraid that I'll never leave the dark

Livin' in the past, always thinkin' 'bout tomorrow

Fucking up a lot man, it's always my fault

And everybody always wanna pick at my flaws

Wanna talk about the way that I look?

There's a saying "You don't judge no book

By a cover", but shoulda' saw gut

I ain't trippin', I ain't here to please y'all

Stepped on, and stomped on, wipe your feet off

Heart's got a defect, I need a recall

Heart's got a defect, I need a recall

You should be so damn ashamed

Look at the mess that you made

You keep on looking away

Knowing it's not gonna change

You should be so damn ashamed

Look at the mess that you made

You keep on looking away