Why was I so afraid to die
As a kid praying every night
God please don't take my life
Give me one more chance I can't say goodbye
Is it wrong when the feelings right
Always wanting to cross a line
God put me in this place
Made me who I am I can't change my ways
And I'm afraid to let go
Got abandonment issues
Kinda hope that you do too
Cause I'm afraid to let go
Look at what I turned into
I don't know what the issue is
I'm a good guy aside from this
Maybe therapy to find out why
It's always dark when you cross my mind
God help me put all my thoughts in line
You walked away but I froze in time oh
I don't know if I realized
How much that summer really changed my life
But I've seen light
I've seen the light
Oh keep replaying it in my head
But I wouldn't change if we went again
So don't pick up your phone
I'm just calling outta habit
All grown up but still scared to death
Please hold me tight when I'm on the edge
Just pick up your phone
I can't take anymore damage
Cause I'm afraid to let go
Got abandonment issues
Kinda hoping you do too
Cause I'm afraid to let go
Look at what we turned into
I don't know what the issue is
I'm a good guy inside all this