Running In Reverse

On my lips when I'm faded

Tell the truth like I'm naked

I wonder if it sounds the same

I'm awake and I'm sleeping

Play the odds 'til I'm even

And getting in my own way

If I let this be

It doesn't have control of me

But I can't leave these things alone alright

And I've had enough

Can I be done

'Cuz I'm running in reverse

And I'm running out of words

Is it not enough

Everything I've done

Feels like I'm running in reverse

And I'm running from the way I am

Talking straight but it's twisted

Not afraid to admit it

I get caught in my mistakes

Feeling lost in my vision

Being unrealistic

'Cuz I hate to feel this way

I wanna let this go

I wanna lose control

But I can't leave these things alone alright

And I've had enough

Can I be done

'Cuz I'm running in reverse

And I'm running out of words

Is it not enough

Everything I've done

Feels like I'm running in reverse

And I'm running from the way I am

I'm swimming in a deep blue ocean

I'm living in a fake green paradise

I'm staring at the great wide open

I'm wasting time

And I've had enough

Can I be done

'Cuz I'm running in reverse

And I'm running out of words

Is it not enough

Everything I've done

Feels like I'm running in reverse

And I'm running from the way I am