I Stopped Trying

Mm, mm, mm

Never get close when I want it

Every little spark has left me burned

Kinda wanna die when you get quiet

Maybe it's you I don't deserve

So at one point, I stopped callin'

In a few weeks, we'll stop talkin'

'Cause I'd rather break my own heart

Than to let you be what caused it

Honestly, there's a part of me that's scared I'll never find it

So at one point, I stopped tryin'

Maybe I'm just a masochist (mm)

Maybe I'm scared that when we kiss

I won't live up to who you think I am

And I'll be let down again

So at one point, I stopped callin'

In a few weeks, we'll stop talkin'

'Cause I'd rather break my own heart

Than to let you be what caused it

Honestly, there's a part of me that's scared I'll never find it

So at one point, I stopped tryin'

(Mm, ooh, ooh)

In my own body

I'm out to get me

No, you can't be what he wants

New York City

Was special (special) to me

But I don't get what I want

So at one point, I stopped callin'

In a few weeks, we'll stop talkin'

'Cause I'd rather break my own heart

Than to let you be what caused it

Honestly, there's a part of me that's scared I'll never find it

So at one point, I stopped tryin'

Mm-mm, I stopped tryin'