Seizure Shock

Back into the hospital bed

One more time

I'm dying

And I don't even

Understand why

Ten hits of acid

My poison of choice

Screaming so hard

I know death has a voice

Strap me in the hospital bed

I'm shaking, I'm crying

Fighting for life again

Why did I do this to myself?

I don't even know

Where my body and mind should go

I'm just crying, dying

Thinking how unfair this all was

Forcing the breakdown

Seizure seizure shock

Forcing the breakdown

Electrical impulse

Forcing the breakdown

Seizure seizure shock

Seizure seizure shock

You won't take me alive

You won't take me alive

You won't take me alive

You won't take me alive

In these desperate times

I long for you

The fear I felt that day

Crippled me beyond recognition

Left me filled with anxious superstition

I'd been paralyzed