nobody loves me

I think my therapist hates me

And my boyfriend and my friends from uni'

I think my parents would blame me

For being sad about my childhood memories

They've been resurfacing lately

And there's a lot of shit I shouldn't have seen

Thought I had grown up at 18

But I'm not the person that I thought I would be

I know that you've been trying your best

But the voice inside my head says

Why does no one care?

Does nobody love me, love me?

Is anybody there?

Does nobody love me?

If nobody notices me when I'm here

Then why would they notice if I disappeared?

It's not fucking fair

Nobody loves me, loves me

I got emotional baggage

And it's too much for me to carry alone

But if I tried to unpack it

I know that I would never get it to close

So I carry the weight of it with me

But it's too heavy to hold, and I can't breathe

So I say fuck it and throw it at my feet

Nobody loves me

Nobody loves me

Why does no one care?

Does nobody love me, love me?

Is anybody there?

Does nobody love me?

If nobody notices me when I'm here

Then why would they notice if I disappeared?

It's not fucking fair

Nobody loves me, loves me

Does nobody love me, love me?

Does nobody love me?

Why does no one care?

Does nobody love me, love me?

Is anybody there?

Does nobody love me?

If nobody notices me when I'm here

Then why would they notice if I disappeared?

It's not fucking fair

Nobody loves me, loves me

(Does nobody love me, love me?)