first date

Had a heart made of glass

Now dirty, covered in ash

Cause you had my tombstone ready

Long before the blast

Ready to go

You're the loneliest soul that I know

Living in limbo

Had your ego loaded up like ammo

First date was never mine

You stabbed me in the back and I couldn't even see the knife

Now you're staring at me dead-eyed

Cold night, long drive, hard life, bye

First date

Look me in the eyes and tell me it was never fake

I'm so glad we broke up, maybe it was fate

But now I gotta go on another first date

Somethin' don't add up

Was there something that I missed out on?

Cause I always asked and you always said

"Everything is fine," you'd just get high and watch me cry

Ready to go

You're the loneliest soul that I know

Living in limbo

Had your ego loaded up like ammo

First date was never mine

You stabbed me in the back and I couldn't even see the knife

Now you're staring at me dead-eyed

Cold night, long drive, hard life, bye

First date

Look me in the eyes and tell me it was never fake

I'm so glad we broke up, maybe it was fate

But now I gotta go on another first date

I lost my mind

(First date was never mine

You stabbed me in the back

And I couldn't even see the knife

Now you're staring at me dead-eyed

Cold night, long drive, hard life)

I lost my mind

(Where is my mind?)

(Look me in the eyes and tell me it was never fake)

Where is my mind now?

I lost my mind