A Drop Of Love

I forgot how it feels to be touched.

How it feels when someone means it.

I keep waiting for a pulse in my chest.

But all I hear is the echo

I smile where it hurts the most.

I laugh like I'm not a ghost.

I'm just surviving on routine.

A life on autopilot scenes

I give and break. I bend and bleed.

I feed the fire that empties me.

I talk to walls. They listen more than the hearts

I've begged before.

I trade my breath for something real just to remember how it feels

I'd die to feel a drop of love.

To taste the pain I'm dreaming of.

The emptiness has made me numb.

And I'd give it all to feel someone

I hold my phone like it's a pulse.

Pretend the glow can keep me whole.

I scroll through faces I'll never know.

Just to fake that I'm not alone

I've kissed the dark. I've called it mine.

I wear my hurt like it's divine. They say it fades.

But they don't see what's left when love forgets to bleed

I'd trade my breath for something real just to remember how it feels.

I'd die to feel a drop of love. To taste the pain I'm dreaming of

The emptiness has made me numb.

And I'd give it all to feel someone.

I don't need forever. Just a second of something true.

A hand that holds me even if it lets go too soon

Too soon

I'd die to feel a drop of love.

Even if it burns enough

If this is all I'll ever be.

Then let it kill the rest of me. I'd die to feel a drop of love

Just once before I fade.

I'm not afraid of pain. I'm afraid of staying this way.

I just want to feel something. Even if it hurts

I'd die to feel a drop of love