1:15 Am

As I stare

In the darkness of my life it's not so clear

So I try to pray to God I hope he hears

I just wanna reach the top, I know I'm near

Near

What am I fighting for

All these years passed in a war, will last for some more?

When I was a kid I would ask for a cure

For these thoughts in my brain that was cracking my skull

I knew I had a story to tell,

So I put the pen to paper, and started my trail

Look the only way I could escape from this hell

Was to put myself in solitary, like it was jail

I don't wanna claim depression, but I was pressed

To understand what's the lesson, I didn't feel blessed

Misery loves company, my invites never sent

The coaches never looked at me

Kept my ass on the bench, and damn

I miss my old hood, and not my childhood

But in my childhood, I found my manhood

So now that's my hood, where I plant my feet

Ima die chasing my dreams, that's my beauty sleep…

Tears in my eyes

Tears in my soul

Those were the days, I was playing with my life you see

Those were the days, I was playing with my life you see

Tears in my eyes

Tears in my soul

Those were the days, I was playing with my life you see

Those were the days, I was playing with my life you see

I'ma about to use a common quote

So like they say this the realest shit I ever wrote

I'ma open up, like I never done before

Here's a list of the things that I really hope

I hope that I learn I can cry more

Last year, broke down on my room floor

I was broke, I was lost, cause I wanted more

Maybe therapy can help me with my damaged core

I hope my ex girl find the love she want

And the life she deserve times a million

Let your knew nigga know he really won

And if you still single, you a one in trillion

I hope every nigga I had static with

Understand that I don't do no magic trick