This is for you Kyle

Where the light won't go, I'm still chasing you down,

Your laugh used to lift me-now it's tearing me out.

Kyle, you vanished like smoke in a dream,

And I'm stuck in the silence, just trying to scream.

I pass by the corners you made feel alive,

Blame constellations for the day you died.

Out in B.C., the wind calls your name,

But nothing hits right-it all feels the same.

Why did fate have to hit so unfair?

This is for you, brother my lungs fill with despair,

I'm suffocating in memories, lost in the air.

This storm in my chest won't calm or be kind,

Each tear's just a blade carving "you" in my mind.

These streets still echo the weight of your soul,

Neon reflections, but I feel no glow.

Your kids are waiting for warmth in the dark,

But joy's gone missing like the beat of your heart.

Cold nights drag like years I can't shake,

I scream to the void, "How much can I take?"

Your face in the shadows, your voice in the breeze,

Grief wraps around me-it won't let me breathe.

Why am I left to bear all this pain?

This is for you, brother my lungs fill with despair,

I'm suffocating in memories, lost in the air.

This storm in my chest won't calm or be kind,

Each tear's just a blade carving "you" in my mind.