Zenith

I

Just

Want

To

Love you

How could I have known what I know now

What I learned in the throws of fighting for

All that I wanted before and more

How I lost myself inside my mourning

I am ashamed of the way I was when I thought

I was a stud in your eyes

How could I have known what I know now

If that was love I know we tried to help each other

I

Just

Want

To

Love you

How could I have known what I know now

What I found after waves of worry

All that I was scared to see before

Hurts me no more I am alive and ready

I'm not afraid of the ways I wanted

Things to be tough things to be dark and heavy

I'm not afraid of the ways I longed for something wrong

I really thought I loved me