Bearer

Waking up just feel like I'm in slumber

Eating the skin around my fingers just for hunger

Just for cold spirit I'm iced out in the summer

Spirit dragging me down though I don't mean to be a bummer

I hate to be the bearer of bad news

I hate to be the butt of the story

I hate to be the one with sad blues

I hate to be in a purgatory

I hate to be stuck in a box

I hate to forget the key, I didn't even buy me a lock

I hate to be the one out of stock

Hate to be the weight that you're scared to drop

Walking in the memory of faded town

The wrong lane, down the wrong road with a faded frown

Bags under my eyes, dragging me down

Dreams of paranoia is what I translate in these sounds

Words of fear is what I write down, without no ink

Tears come to my face - don't taste salty, it's a nice drink

A nice rum, with an orange slice, I'm tickled pink

I'm skating on my confidence, it's frozen you could make a rink

Don't miss me now, I'm gone in a blink

Eyes wide shut, skull and bones is where I'm applying

Too much skill for one mind, man, who's willing to end up dying

Sacrifice yourself for the sake of the best or do yourself in trying

Seems I've got the wings you need but the sun's too close so start flying

I hate to be the bearer of bad news

I hate to be the butt of the story

I hate to be the one with sad blues

I hate to be in a purgatory

I hate to be stuck in a box

I hate to forget the key, I didn't even buy me a lock

I hate to be the one out of stock

Hate to be the weight that you're scared to drop

For every step I take, I fall twice just for the joke

For every individual put dirt on my name, cheers for the smokes

Yeah, cheers for the motivation that you look at me and make a toast

Cheers for the future regrets that you'll have because you did the most

I let the world of winning put me in last place

The girl of the goddess saved me with kiss on my glass face

I shattered my dreams with a bad chase of a high