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I had a dream you were getting married on my birthday
A reckoning to know just how well I've stayed in the same place
You downed a bottle of some good champagne
Wished you could long for a love that was not mine
I blew out the candles on my birthday cake
Wished I was turning 18 for the third time
I know we're not speaking
But I'm off the deep end
So I think of the first time you touched me
And it decorates my mind
What's it like to know that my body
Was yours before it was mine?
Do you revisit the place where you left it?
When you do, do you think of me?
And are you there tonight?
Are you there tonight?
If I keep all that you left in a box
Maybe then you'll come and get your things
If I remember how you got that scar
Maybe then you won't forget me
I look for you in all of the places
That used to make this our town
Don't know if I'm in love or if I'm jaded
Is there a difference when you're not around?
So I think of the first time you touched me
And it decorates my mind
What's it like to know that my body
Was yours before it was mine?
Do you revisit the place where you left it?
When you do, do you think of me?
And are you there tonight?
Are you there tonight? Are you getting high?
Do you waste your time like I'm wasting mine?
When you're by her side, does her shadow hide?
The boy who used to love me right
Is he there tonight?
'Cause I'm there tonight
Are you there tonight? Are you getting high?
Do you waste your time like I'm wasting mine?
When you're by her side, does her shadow hide?
The boy who used to love me right
Is he there tonight?
'Cause I'm there tonight