Touched

This is my story, I am the author

Let me just spray up my truth and trauma

Oh you wouldnt have done what I did

Thats normal you niggas werent touched as a kid

Anybody wanna come for the king

Say they’re heavy but the pricks wont come to the gym

I aint scared to speak facts

I’ma keep being me so relax

My whole life is deep so deep that

Thats why im popping up on your heatmap

Don’t tell me what I need, I need cash

Niggas want me to stop, I preed that

When I speak like this its freedom

It’s funny how they need me now I don’t need them

I want freedom that is the reason

I say my truth like I gotta teach them

1. They dont know what it does to a man

2. Only feel free when im drinking a can

3. Rum and coke, or that vodka

4. That drink there will make the thoughts stop cuz

5. Did bad things but I needed a doctor

6. But I got no help when I been to the doctor

7. Since young, i’ve seen what it was cuz

8. My life thats a movie like top gun

9. Everybody say you need therapy

10. Tried that already so what are you telling me

11. I can feel the devil just belling me

12. Dont wanna be 6 feet deep in the cemetery

13. We cant afford no tombstone

14. In life im rich tho whos broke

15. Dont make a bag of noise like a two stroke

16. I was 18 doing everything that you hope

17. From young I been violated

18. It didnt take much to try and say this

19. Fuck a laptop cos im updated

20. Slap em up I dont like up racists

21. Im a just rise up like a spaceship

22. If you seek them trust you can find up mazes

23. I cant lie I made it through the maze

24. My minds clear I aint bunning up haze

25. Sending shots but they are all strays

26. Only see me doing that work that pays

27. I’m done with these bruddas tryna test me

28. When im Japan man im surely the best me

29. Fuck that everywhere im the best me

30. If im in north or south or west G

31. I’m a still be my best up in the east

32. Try clown on man dont mek a man crease