An Exorcism of Doubts

I can't even breathe no more

Can't even recall my name

No, I cannot sleep with this

Horror that I've been here before

They will fall

Oh, they will crawl

Unaccomplished Mayans

I said nothing they will find

If this is the devil's way

To say my time has come

Then I would accept it all

Tolerance is not my game

They should bleed

Oh, they certainly have

Accomplished Mayans

I'll drag their souls away

They will fall

Oh, they will crawl

To drive these ancient demons out

Is an exorcism of doubt

I'd never have a choice this way

To change is to admit

Shame and guilt have me illusory

Buried in this frustration lies this bitter hate

I cannot cope with another breakdown

Injustice, perfection, physical meltdown

Wash my hands, seeing as I have spilled your blood

Time to shush them devils away

You gave me the death stare

You filled my eyes with tears

But not all wandered off

Permanently lost