Worst Case Scenarios

I can see it

Am I clairvoyant

Or just consumed by my paranoia?

If I see that space

I fill those blanks

With thoughts that scream in the back of my brain

A homemade hell

I built myself

Where I am always asking

What, what more can I do

To fix these future wounds?

I keep running, running

I just keep running, running out

Of ways to keep me safe

From self-inflicted pain

And though, I'd like to go

I can't escape worst case scenarios

Eccentric secrets, they lie about me

And I believe them, they're so convincing

So, I tiptoe by my own land mines

Ignore the signs that it's all in my mind

It self-defends at my expense

I pretend I know the ending

Beating every step, definition of insane

I'm trying to get a grip while I'm falling in the grave

What, what more can I do

To fix these future wounds?

I keep running, running

I just keep running, running out

Of ways to keep me safe

From self-inflicted pain

And though, I'd like to go

I can't escape worst case scenarios

Someone save me now, just save me now

This man behind the curtain won't let me out

Just save me now, please save me now

When the mental floodgates open

I always find a way to try

I always find a way to try

What, what more can I do

To fix these future wounds?

I keep running, running

I just keep running, running out

Of ways to keep me safe

Through self-inflicted pain

And though, I'd like to go

I can't escape worst case scenario

(Worst case, worst case)

(Worst case, worst case)

So, I abandon hope, worst case scenarios

Will never let me go