Текст песни
J-A-Y
I'm riding around the city with a lot on my mind
You look me in my eyes and ask me if I'm fine
But you know what I'm gone tell you every time
Of course I'm fine
I know it gets hard but sometimes
Niggas fall in love with the darkness sometimes
I know it gets hard but sometimes
Niggas fall in love with the darkness sometimes
Sorry if you called and it said I was online
But you probably wouldn't mind if you knew what was on mine
This ain't gone be for nobody to hear and then feel
Or some type of massive appeal
This how it feel when somebody tell you to chill but you wanna kill 'em for real
This how it is when money ain't meeting your ends
And you gotta talk to your friends
Nobody don't understand but fuck it
Cause through your whole life, you knew how to pretend
This where I was when nobody was showing love
Shit faced inside of a club
Asking if I need a hug
No I need answers cause lately, I've been feeling stuck
This ain't who I wanna be
But mentally nigga I promise I'm not feeling free
If you ain't look death in the face and escape it then you probably won't be relating to me
I'm the one everyone waiting to see
Smile in my face but then hate when I leave
Talented artist but scraping for cheese
How I'm still here, bitch, I can't even believe
All jokes aside, man, I can't even call it
How many days I was down and ain't show it
How many said they was down and ain't show up
How many classics I drop and ain't blow up
Still clocking in, where the fuck am I going
They tell me keep going like Jay, you gone blow up
Gotta be honest, I feel like I blew it
No one gone save me, who feeling heroic
Say I'm a poet, all I do is pour up
Tequila shot and the cherry liqueur
Hit her first night, man, I ain't even know her
'Cep made the beat, you know Jay gone destroy it
Different, I feel like I been here before