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I never thought I'd be here once again
All alone in a crowd and I see no end, to it
But the simple things always remain the same
That the only thing constant in this life is change
I never thought I'd be here once again
All alone in a crowd and I see no end, to it
But the simple things always remain the same
That the only thing constant in this life is change
Take your mask off, take your cast off
Before I sign it and we blast off
In the music mindin' while they cat off
In they fat lofts, downtown silver lining
Crack rock, smoke it and you'll never have to act lost
The acting is faking like you're okay
Annie are you okay or ass balls, in your face
Last taste you integrated last log
The ship is sinking all my thinking went to shit
The glass fog, up one day I hit that
He gave me glass and that's that
Skid Row is my catwalk
God don't speak to me no more
I bet if he looked he wouldn't recognize me no more
No shoes, no food, I'm diseased and sore
From dragging my knees across the ocean floor
Feeling lower than the devil, how do I get back
I don't want to be here, I need to find my track
Help, help, help, help
I never thought I'd be here once again
All alone in a crowd and I see no end, to it
But the simple things always remain the same
That the only thing constant in this life is change
I never thought I'd be here once again
All alone in a crowd and I see no end, to it
But the simple things always remain the same
That the only thing constant in this life is change
I've never been a champion of pain
But real change brings about pain
In a blue flame burning through the B.S
Hang you by the shoestrings
Flip reality until you see it
New stains, acoustic connection to the stargate
New lanes, a new baby mama
The planet earth is my birthright
I claim the bruises and the shame
Along with victories you came to be
By no less than miraculous
Factors get active for its afterlife
An afterthought of afterbirth
No certainties in life except I'll make you all proud now
And that I can tell you is the truth
You can see it in my eyes and in the booth
Let's go
I never thought I'd be here once again
All alone in a crowd and I see no end, to it
But the simple things always remain the same
That the only thing constant in this life is change
I never thought I'd be here once again
All alone in a crowd and I see no end, to it
But the simple things always remain the same
That the only thing constant in this life is change
I've seen people go out with twenty plus years clean
For one more hit and not return
I've seen it so many times in the time I've been clean
That it always remains a concern
I'm not living on a pink cloud
I know my brain doesn't act right
Not like yours if you can take one hit
One swig, one drag and not want more
I keep myself in check by continuing to let go of substance
That damage my quality of life, that's just me
Alone in a room full of people that's not free
Alone in a room full of people that's not free
It's not for me
See, this disease tell you not to get recovery
This disease tell you, you know what to do
This disease that you sitting here with your
Grown-up body suit and everything like that
You know, we all got grown-up body suits sitting in here, you know
And, and most of the guys, you know, they're in a competitive position
You know, you can't tell me shit, I'm a man
Bullshit
The newcomers, the newcomer chips
Welcome to Narcotics Anonymous
Welcome to this process of recovery, man
That will save your motherfucking life