Never Good Enough

Here I am, once again

Way too close to the edge

Terrified, open eyes

I'm seeing red

I would rather die tonight

Then let you down one more time

(One more time)

Sick of coming undone

Letting down everyone

Mediocre at best

Maybe better off dead

Am I a failure from birth?

Is misery what I deserve?

Am I just so void of love?

That I'm never good, never good enough

Demonize, criticize

Your words eat me alive

Just like knives

Tearing me from the inside

What you want I'll never be

Why can't you be proud of me?

(Proud of me)

Sick of coming undone

Letting down everyone

Mediocre at best

Maybe better off dead

Am I a failure from birth?

Is misery what I deserve?

Am I just so void of love?

That I'm never good, never good enough

I hate to disappoint you

But it's in my DNA

Everything you give me

I somehow will disgrace

I never asked to be like this

A grave mistake you can't forgive

A filthy stain, oh, what a shame

Can you just wash me away?

Sick of coming undone

Letting down everyone

Mediocre at best

Maybe better off dead

Am I a failure from birth?

Is misery what I deserve?

Am I just so void of love?

That I'm never good, never good enough