Not My God [Killjoy Radio Edit]

I could have died for you

Once maybe that was true

But now I've fallen to the depths of despair

I don't know why you couldn't see what you wanted me to be

But now it seems that you were being that unfair

You tied this rope around my neck then left me out for all to see

I didn't know anything and you took advantage of me

I'm not expecting you to apologize

In fact I'd give anything to hear more lies

You're not my God but I will follow you

You're not my God but I'd do anything for you

You're not my God but I find it hard not to believe

You're not my God

You're not my God

I feel so ashamed that I let you have your way

And didn't fight for what was mine all along

You always told me that nothing was guaranteed

That doesn't make it any easier to be strong

You taught me everything I know then left me out in the rain

I've hurt for so long there's nothing left to my pain

I hate myself to sleep at night

I just don't care anymore what's wrong or right

You're not my God but I will follow you

You're not my God but I'd do anything for you

You're not my God but I find it hard not to believe

You're not my God

You're not my God

You taught me everything I know then left me out in the rain

I've hurt for so long there's nothing left to my pain

I hate myself to sleep at night

I just don't care anymore what's wrong or right

You're not my God but I will follow you

You're not my God but I'd do anything for you

You're not my God but I find it hard not to believe

You're not my God

You're not my God

You're not my God but I will follow you

You're not my God but I'd do anything for you

You're not my God but I find it hard not to believe

You're not my God

You're not my God