Big Time

I just can't

I can't

I can't stop thinking, you know

I've held on to so much for so damn long

I just want some peace

I just want some peace

Thats all, just a lil

But all this pain inside me, can't ignore it anymore

I've been dealin' with it silently, it's eatin' at my core

cnd most can see me up, but never seen me on the floor

cnd I used to doubt myself, but not anymore

Big time livin' what I'm dreamin bout

Conquered all my demons, they all sleepin' now

cnd shout out to my day ones, cuz they still be round

We stuck with each other through the ringer till we made it out

I'm still with my brothers on this paper route

cnd lord we finally winnin' please don't take me now

cnd I been through the ringer life can't shake me down

Took a lil while to paint the picture that I'm paintin' now

cnd I been runnin' from my pain, its right behind me

I'll never dodge it, ‘cuz the scars always remind me

If I embrace it, then my pain cannot define me

If you lookin' for, who i was, you won't find me, nah

I been changin' everyday

I was stuck up in my ways

Took a little time to balance

cll the thoughts up in my brain

Working for my future

I got no more time to waste

cnd I'm tryna build something when I die my kids can take

So big time livin what I'm dreamin' ‘bout

I conquered all my demons they all sleepin' now

cnd I been through too much to let life break me now

You can place that weight up on my shoulders it won't take me down

But all this pain inside me, can't ignore it anymore

I've been dealin' with it silently, it's eatin' at my core

cnd most can see me up, but never seen me on the floor

cnd I used to doubt myself, but not anymore

Big time livin what I'm dreamin bout

Conquered all my demons, they all sleepin' now

cnd shout out to my day ones, cuz they still be round

We stuck with each other through the ringer till we made it out