Magnificent

I sat quietly under the paint-splattered tarp of a sky

And thought to myself "Why

Do we make this so hard?"

I guess it's comfort in chaos because that's the way it's always been

So how could we possibly know any different?

It's almost magnificent

How fucking ignorant am I?

Ya gotta laugh or you'll cry

I got drugs

I wonder why

I got heart though

It's full of love

I never used

It's full of everything I love and hate

And the heaviness of things I can't change

And readiness to change them anyways

It's full of pain of course but aren't we all

Feeling pain of course we are

Of course we are...

I must be dumb enough for both of us

To think we could do any better

It's taking long enough

For the rest of us to catch on

That we could do better

Can't stress hard enough how I'd never thought

That I'd Still be here doing anything at all

Like I ever get enough of it

It's almost magnificent

How fucking ignorant am I?

Ya gotta laugh or you'll cry

I got drugs

I wonder why

I got heart though

It's full of love

I never used

I didn't know how to

Ya gotta laugh or you'll cry

I got drugs

I wonder why

I got heart though

It's full of love

I never used

I didn't know how to

I didn't know how to

Ya gotta laugh or you'll cry

I got drugs

I wonder why

I got heart though

It's full of love

I never used