DEBRIS

Looking at how far I've sunk

I dunno where I should've gone

Open up my eyes and see

This debris

If it's up in the air, my way of protection

Always keep it moving, assuming rejection

I learnt to hope for the best, but the worst expecting

You'll never catch me waiting, gotta keep on stepping

She said to text her more

I switched my gait

Now hate being alone

Feeling like a fiend

The amount of times that I've checked on this phone

Every time I'm feeling down bad, know the universe withholds

Validation for my strength, so I can climb myself out of this hole

Need to snap out of this mode

I have been pressuring too much to link with her

Before she fly across the globe

Oh, she drifting, I know, remember that she got a life of her own

I'm going, giving it no more thought, I need to lock back in my zone

Overcommitted to the swing, missed the mark, uh

Step back to distance the feeling, put back up my guard, uh

Before the knockout, need setups with jabs, uh

Or with a feint, regardless I'll take my attention back to me

I opened my eyes now can see

I can't pull her out of her debris

She has to do it herself, on her own time

Can help, but I need to focus on the brie

Getting the cheese

But I find it hard cuz I have what I need

I don't need to run and escape to a beach

I'm feeling content to just work on my frees

And raving in east, or maybe in south

Then trekking my way back to north west to sleep

Feels like Halloween, but I need to focus in on

Learning my tricks and not getting the treats

If I did not earn it, actually that's why I never

Pray for anything in particular, just more for the strength to

Keep on going further, standing up, I'm tired there cuz

Paying everything to your signal will not ensure reception

I dunno if my music will connect like LTE

This shit out of my control, it's just me versus me

And yet sometimes I still worry about what people think

Need to wake up from this state, cuz I been asleep

I opened my eyes now can see

I can pull myself out of debris