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Sometimes I wonder if I could go back with the rap
When I take a look at where I end at
And the fact i messed around stopped releasing back to back with my tracks
Instead was wasting life away playing the victim in fact
See i always had the talent but always lacking the rest
Would rather be getting wasted instead of acting my best
See addiction will make you do stupid shit over and over
Took ten years even more to be able to say im sober
But the game is not over na it's only begun
Anytime before would give up and run, But this time is different
Like the weight has lifted and epiphanies come
And now I'm not finished writing till it's finished and done
Fly to Josepes go record a fuck-load of tracks
Then not come back till I see Kash then put my feet up relax
Just knowing I killed the beat while you're hanging for it to drop
I'm giving you all of me and don't care if I hit the top
Guess I'm changing
Let's talk about the sacrifices you aint know knowing none of it
Disconnect my whole circle i aint wanna fuck with it
Tried to share the bag with them but money make a sucker flip
Still dealing with the trauma how she run off with my son and shit
My father chose not to be there for me now I'm thanking you
I got these kids i know exactly what I aint gon do
My father chose not to be there for me so I'm thanking you
I got these kids i know exactly ay look
I hit you with the saxophone my brother come and crack your dome
I aint need a crew I do this one deep bitch I rap alone
If you're sitting on a fence I hope you slip and snap a bone
I don't do political correctness let a ***** know
They saw the fall off back in 2020 counted me out
It's awkward for em' now because I'm out and about
I'm walking with all of my pain i shouted out till I fell
Carried my own cross laid down on it and helped with the nails
Like what
Yea, said i helped with the nails
Carried my own cross laid down on it then helped with the nails
Chea, said i helped with the nails
Laid down on it
I'm out