Pain in MY Soul

So much pain in my soul

It's so hard to let go

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

So much pain in my soul

It's so hard to let go

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

See when my mama died

And then my daddy died

I never seen the look

I've seen in my grandma eyes

She said "Son I'm tired"

I said I'm tired too

Lost my mama and daddy

Same year

So what I'm suppose to do? (Oh)

It's gone be hard for me

It's gone get hard for you

Grandaddy told me son

"I'm gonna live through you"

Do all you gotta do

But be who you gotta be

You gotta be the one

To take care the family

My mama told me

"Son, I'm gonna die"

They gave her six months

She only lived five

"But God gotta way for me

So don't you cry"

So long as I live I'm gonna

Shoot for the sky (yay, yeah)

So much pain in my soul

It's so hard to let go

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

So much pain in my soul

It's so hard to let go

But the God that I know

Will never ever let me go

Now that my mama gone

I gotta be strong

I gotta live my life

'Cause life is still going on

Take care my family

'Cause they depend on me

We gotta pray together

We build our family tree

Now we down two

But it ain't over

Tears steady rolling

Let 'em run over

Sometimes I get high

But I gotta stay sober

I know my life ain't perfect

But I know it ain't over

My mama told me

"Son, I'm gonna die"

They gave her six months