Highs and Lows

To the person I shared my dreams with

But eventually threw them away

I hope we can still heal

I wish we could find a love that is real

You were my home

But ended up shattered

Now I chose to forgive

And I chose to forget

But

I've been keeping this to myself

Been lonely for years

Been stuck in the shallow

Dreaming that someday

There would be someone who would stay

Oh, how I wish

I don't even understand

What is wrong with who I am

Have you forgotten all the things

That I told you?

The thing that scared me the most

Was being left behind

Now I lie awake at night

You were my home

But ended up shattered

Now I chose to forgive

But you chose to forget me and leave

Oh I have been keeping this to myself

Been lonely for years

Been stuck in the shallow

Dreaming that someday

There would be someone who would stay

Oh how I wish

Oh how I wish it was you

Who'd walk down the aisle

And together we'd say "I do"

To swear, "I'll be there in sickness and health"

In our highs and lows

Be your strength forever

But all of this is now a blur

I don't even know where to start again

Still, I've been keeping this all to myself

Been lonely for years

Been stuck in the shallow

Dreaming that someday

There would be someone who would stay

Oh how I wish